Suicidal Pleasure

Pain searing through my veins,

Anger clouding my thoughts,

Hatred eating me alive,

Death engulfing me a whole.



Yearning to enjoy the pain,

Waiting for the end of life,

Straining to stop my breath,

To bring in to me the ecstasy of death.



Blood gushing out of mouth,

Eyes popping out of sockets,

Throat strangled by the chord,

Hanging from the roof writhing in pain.



As life flashes through my eyes,

As heart finally prepares to rest,

I finish off my evanescent life,

To reach for eternal peace.